I tried so hard to settle myself down before my head hit the pillow last night. Once I actually got into bed, I really believed I would be able to nod off right away, but alas, that didn't happen. Last time I caught a glimpse of the clock, I had been "settling" for an hour. Better than usual, but still not optimal. I was a bit more refreshed this morning, leaving the comfort of a quiet room and soft bed at about 7am. I sat and watched the birds while I sipped my tea and then took Meggie out to Riverview Park for a nice walk. With camera in tow, I was able to click away and enjoy a beautiful Spring day in Carson City. Meggie was so happy. I have lots to do today to get ready for Eric's birthday gathering on Sunday. It's a great time to reconnect with the friends Eric loved so well and who loved him in return. It's amazing how their lives have developed and how they have grown into those lives they have been building for themselves. I just wish Eric had of been able to continue on the journey with them.