I feel so tired, of what exactly, I can't articulate. Everyday tasks seem so daunting, unmotivating and robotic. I'm going through the motions of something that is not mine, strictly defined by me, but something I don't want but can't shed. The past five years have been such a search for spirituality, constantly reading, listening and exploring. Maybe the time has come to listen to the mind - this very powerful part of the human creature that somehow, miraculously, is us.